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I've never considered myself an exhibitionist  

LakeheadM 41M
26 posts
6/15/2019 12:33 pm
I've never considered myself an exhibitionist

I was always shy growing up, never volunteering to do anything, never trying for the play, always being really nervous about doing presentations, etc.

but in recent years I've become much more confident professionally and actually enjoy public speaking quite a lot. still not really a "performer" exactly, but much more comfortable being the centre of attention, when I can control the situation at least.

There are a couple of websites where you turn on your webcam and get paired up with other cammers. This really appealed to my voyeuristic tendencies, but it also brought an exhibitionist side.

I don't want to show off my in that environment though, so I've taken to aiming the camera at my chest, with just my smile showing. The response, on those types of sites, has been mixed to say the least.

Those sites are dominated by men, and most of the videos are just guys wanking, but every once in a while you'll come across a woman playing with herself, or just having fun teasing the guys.

I've had a of "wins" on there with women who are equally interested in watching and being watched and I have to say, it's pretty good for the ego!!

But the women on there are so much than most of the time. On here though, the audience for my cam shows is much closer to my demographic.

There are still mostly guys watching, but the women who watch a mature, sexy and enthusiastic, and I love it!

curious299 58F  

6/15/2019 1:27 pm

Wow, I am blown away by your honesty and vulnerabilty. You are an impressive man.

author51 58F  
126121 posts
6/15/2019 8:16 pm

Glad you are enjoying your voyeuristic and exhibitionist side with cams.. As one can see on my blogs and profile, I am an exhibitionist, plus voyeuristic as I Love watching and being watched but I do not cam nor watch them.. I prefer making my own videos with a lover or myself....

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